RP – You
have a new play opening this week with a rather unusual name.
Can we begin by exploring the title?
I can’t imagine any playwright referring to his play as a
“mediocre” story and on top of that, saying it has never been told!
Can you shed a little light on this?
JS – Well – I originally
started out writing a typical cliché “one person show” like –
“Hey – here’s my story!”
RP – OK – so what happened?
JS – Somewhere in the middle
– about a year into it – I started to realize something about these
stories I tell about myself.
First, I wasn’t one hundred percent sure that they were true,
as much as there’s an event and then there’s a story that I wrap
around the event.
Sometimes there’s a discrepancy between those two things so I
guess it’s the normal thing?
RP – Are you saying that your imagination tends to
change or enhance the events?
JS – Yes – I think it’s
probably a fairly common thing.
It’s like when people get into arguments and there’s one
persons’ view of the event is very different from the other person’s
view, but the event still stays the same it’s just the story that
either one tells about it that’s different.
RP – I see.
JS – So I was looking at
these stories that I did tell about myself and I was thinking – these
kind of get in the way of me experiencing something new out of life
because what I’ll do is that I’ll sort of drop them down between
myself and what’s actually happening – whether I’m an underdog or
the whole Philadelphia thing and I plop it down in the middle of
what’s actually going on in myself so everything is seen through the
lens of my own personal narrative and what I wanted to create now with
the show was a deconstruction of a personal narrative and have the play
sort of collide with the present moment where something new can happen.
Not just something like, “here’s my story” over and over again,
So there is a big part that has to do with a passion play I was
in back in the eighth grade where I played Jesus.
I took the title and made a spin off from the “Greatest Story
Ever Told” to the “Most Mediocre Story Never Told.”
RP – I got it.
But you said that you were working on this for a year or so?
JS -
Yes.
At least a year.
I had taken a workshop a couple of years ago. A friend had a very
successful show called Belfast Blues and she traveled all over with it
and then decided she wanted to do a workshop to see if you could teach
what it was that she had learned from the show.
I took the workshop and I really had no intention of doing a one
person show when I went into it.
Things happened, and I started getting an idea of what I’d like
to try to do and I would work with somebody else – then shelf the
thing for a little bit and say to myself that maybe it wasn’t such a
good idea.
Then last November I took what I had and I put it up as part of a
works in progress festival.
It was about an hour’s worth that I put up and it seemed to go
well, so I finished writing it – got some financing and that’s the
run that starts next week.
RP – You’re with the Lone Star Ensemble.
We’ve covered some of their shows.
I remember a show directed by James Kerwin called Albert Hall.
JS – Oh – That was a few
years back.
RP – At that time James told me that the name Lone
Star had come about because many of the members had met in college in
Texas
. But you are from
Philadelphia
, right?
JS – Yes, although I went to
graduate school in
Texas
for a couple of years.
Lone Star was doing a production of Tony Kushner’s The
Illusion
in about 2004.
I had auditioned for that, and that’s how I got in with that
group.
RP – So you’re a member of the company.
JS
– Yes
.
RP – In fact, you’re on the board of directors.
JS – Yes, I’m on the board.
RP – Does that make it easier to put up a play?
You bring it to the board and there’s not much opposition?
JS – Well, the financing came
through from the producer, Dave Ashman so I’m associated with Lone
Star, and this is technically one of their shows.
They haven’t done a show in awhile and the founder, Brian
Stanton and I have been talking this one person show.
I told him I had the financing through Dave so I suggested we do
the show in association with Lone Star.
So it’s not really part of their season – it’s more an
association so nobody had to vote or anything like that.
RP – I understand.
Have you done other show here in
L.A.
?
JS – Yeah – a decent amount
out here. I did King Lear at
the Theatricum Botanicum in
Topanga
Canyon
.
RP – You were an actor there?
I may have seen you – I covered King Lear there a few years
ago.
JS – Yeah – it may have
been longer than that. Steve
Matt played King Lear.
RP – Yes – that’s the show. (Click
here to read our review from 2003).
Well, so you’re an actor and a playwright and I imagine a
director as well?
JS – I’ve never really
directed anything, and this is my first try at playwriting.
I’ve written a couple of screen plays, but this is the first
play. I got this idea stuck
in my craw and it just wouldn’t go away.
Like I said, I’ve tried to shelve it a few times thinking, “I
don’t know if this is anything.”
But it went well in November an here we are.
RP – Where did you put it in November?
JS – I put it up at th
e
Lillian
Theatre
.
RP – Oh yes, that’s a good house.
And this time you’ll be at the Meta Theatre in
West L.A.
?
JS – Yes – it’s at
Ogden
and
Melrose
.
RP – That space is smaller than the Lillian,
isn’t it?
JS – Actually, I’m trying
to think – I did it at the Elephant Asylum theatre is about 80 seats
and this one is about 50 or 60.
RP – Do
you feel more comfortable in a smaller house for this type of show?
JS – I think so - - - yes.
This will be the first go round with all the real technical
elements.
I’ll have projections and sound cues and lights.
I’m pretty excited to see how it all comes together.
I guess I do think that a smaller venue probably fits it a little
bit better. There’s quite a bit of
breaking of the fourth wall with the audience.
RP – Oh really?
Are you expecting feedback from the audience?
JS -
No – nor really.
I mean, they’re welcome to shout out what they want and we’ll
just play with it, but no – (laughing).
RP – But you’re not looking for it?
JS -
No
– I’m not planning on it.
RP – The reason I ask is because I saw that
there’s a scene where you wind up in a bar in
Lexington
Kentucky
watching an NCAA final four game on TV.
JS – The device that I use to
tell these stories is a character that I did some stand up with.
He’s a hard core Philadelphian who loves the Rolling Stones and
is forever trapped in the past and trapped in these stories and he sort
of plays my alter ego that ropes me into telling these stories even
though I come out arguing that I don’t want to tell these stories
anymore.
One of the things I mention is the story of Villanova, the
underdog where Villanova won – like David bringing down Goliath.
I’m forever in love with the underdog.
RP – Do you see yourself as a metaphoric David?
JS - Yes.
There’s a line in the show where, after the whole Villanova
story is told I say, “I told myself I was the underdog, and I’m
still doing it right now.”
And I learn to size up situations, identify who the underdog is
and move toward them.
RP – I see.
L.A.
has a huge amount of theatres, and every week several new shows open.
Are you, in a way, like a David facing the Goliath theatre
community of
L.A.
?
JS – Right!
RP – You ever get that feeling that it might be a
little scary perhaps?
JS – Absolutely!
I guess one of my intense fears is that nobody will show up!
RP – I guess that can be scary.
JS – This is probably one of
the first things in my life where I turn every stone where I’m doing
all I can to get people, industry
people, theatre people and reach beyond family and friends to come see
the show. And if it happens
it’s great and if it doesn’t I’ll know that I tried to do
everything that I could do, and I guess that in the end that’s all
that I can do.
RP – Well, I can tell you this.
I’ve been doing this a long time and I happen to know your
Public Relations person, Racquel Lehrman.
You could not have picked a better person to promote your show.
I’ve seen her do some great work, so you’re in good hands.
JS – Yes I know. She’s
great. I hope that we can
present something that’s a little bit different by taking a piece of
philosophy and create a piece of theatre that’s truthful around it.
RP – The philosophy being - - - that the event is
greater than the narrative? Is
that what it is?
JS – Well, I think the
philosophy is more like– I have a tendency to get trapped in personal
narrative in stories. There’s
a great saying that seems to be floating around that says – “It is
what it is!” and I intensely don’t agree with that, because it means
I am what I am and I don’t believe that.
I think in the present moment we can create whatever it is that
we want out of that present moment.
What I plan to do is create the present moment so it looks
exactly like the past, based on my stories.
And I want to follow that idea because I don’t want to be the
underdog forever. I want to
succeed! You know what I mean? Underdogs
usually are underdogs because they’re going to lose.
It’s the rare case that a Villanova jumps up and wins.
I’ve become so enamored with this idea, maybe that what keeps
me locked in the struggle a little bit.
I think the philosophy is really going beyond my own stories that
I tell about myself and stepping into the present moment where things
are continually fresh and new.
RP – So this play is a combination of events and
stories about the events?
JS – Yes sort of.
This
Philadelphia
character has a very different take on the events than I do.
We kind of battle it out as to who is going to be heard and are
these stories going to be told and I fall prey to going back in and
telling them again. So
I’ll occasionally step out and say – “That’s not what I want to
do. I want to say ‘No
More’”. Here I was
wrapped up in the story again, because I feel like the voices in my head
are that strong.
RP – Is it a little like Al Pacino who said,
“Every time I try to get out – they pull me back in”?
JS – Yes – exactly
(laughing).
RP – That sounds fascinating.
The concept can be universal where people can see and event and
relate to it in a different. But
let me ask you this. What
would you like the audience to feel or know after they see your show?
JS – I’d like to feel that
there’s hope to move beyond these stories.
I feel pretty strongly that the voices inside the head that are
continuously telling the stories – the monologues from both sides –
really only lose their power through observation and pinpointing them
and saying . . . OK, there’s that voice and that’s just telling a
story. I’d love for the
audience to say ‘where in my life am I saying this just is what it
is?” And really, it may
not have to be that way. Maybe
it’s just the inner monologue saying – It is what it is – it is
what it is.
RP – Even if the realization comes at a great
disappointment to the person?
JS – I think so, because even
in this process, (and this is what has been kind of interesting) this is
the subject material that I’m choosing to work on and it’s been
bringing up all the same things. There
are days when I wake up and think – “What am I doing?
This is a dumb idea – nobody’s going to show up,” yada –
yada and I’ll go off in that direction.
Then I think – “it’s just a voice – it’s just a thought
process”. Then
if I wake up the next day and say, “You know what?
This is a great idea! People are going to come – this is going
to change everything!” I
have to be just as willing to look at that too and say – “that’s
just a voice too”, and what’s real is just the present moment, and
what what’s going on now and so I go to the next thing I have to do
– call somebody or whatever. So
I know what you’re saying and I thought about that too.
I also have to look at the negative things and say – well
that’s just a thought. Then
I have to look at the positive things and I have to look at the whole
concept of affirmation and ask myself – “Is there any validity for
me? Maybe it’s just all in
the action!”
RP – And maybe the concept of truth also is
probably very strong there?
JS – Right – right, because
when I started thinking of this I thought – all these parents are
going to come up. That’s
one of the reasons I hate one person shows.
It feels like therapy – like all these people did me wrong.
But when I look at it, not only did they not do me wrong –
I’m still alive so they did me very right.
You know, if I got up there and try to tell a story my parents
would look at this and say – I don’t remember it like this.
I loved you and I wanted to do this or that.
That’s what I wanted to dismantle.
This idea of inviting people up there.
RP – To your knowledge are there other playwrights
or actors who are exploring the same concepts you are?
JS – I don’t know.
I guess – Faust is an exploration of the same thing in some
ways – the dark and the light side.
I think most of the ideas have come out of reading certain books
and listening to certain spiritual teachers I would guess.
They may be grappling with this stuff all the time.
RP – You said you did your graduate work in
Texas
-. What was your major?
JS – Theatre.
RP – And your undergrad degree is also theatre?
JS – Yes.
RP – You sound more like a philosophy major – but
I guess to some extent theatre people are in the philosophy business
somewhat.
JS – I guess. Coming out to
Los Angeles
is an experience. It’s a
town that will force you to look at who you are in the face of
everything that goes on out here. Struggling
also tends to point me in the direction of thinking that there must be
some other answers –
RP – When did you start thinking of being an actor.
JS – In the eighth grade
when I played Jesus in the Passion Play is the only time that I
remember being comfortable in front of people.
Even now family members will ask me to read something at weddings
or things and I get terribly nervous in front of people.
But when I get up on stage and to things it doesn’t bother me
to do it. Theatre is the
only medium where I feel comfortable in front of an audience and once
I’m in it, it’s such a rush that you don’t want to leave.
RP – Is it because you become a different person in
front of an audience?
JS – For a long time I
thought it was because I had a script.
I was saying somebody else’s words.
That’s created a bit of a dilemma in this show, because –
RP – Because these are your own words.
Now who do you fall back on?
Maybe you can pin it on the director.
JS – Debra de Liso has been
great. She was the one that
sort of nurtured this idea and saw what I was going for and was able to
pull it out of me. I had
worked with other people and eventually found myself shutting down.
RP – Are there a lot of props or scene changes?
JS – Mostly done with lights,
sound cues – some projections. There’s
no costume changes – no real props or sets.
What I’m hoping is that people get in and out of it in one hour
and a half. I’m thinking
that I may want to travel with it and props and scenery can be very
difficult to deal with.
RP – Your projections are what – the basketball
game?
JS – There a DVD of the
Passion Play – There’ll be a picture of Sister Patricia’s first
grade class – and then some of the game.
RP – Wait – did you say Sister Patricia?
JS – Yeah – did you have a
Sister Patricia?
RP – Sort of. I
had a Sister Mary Patrice – which is close.
OK, so that explains it! You’re
paranoid just like me.
JS – Guess so.
(laughing) Got that
Catholic thing hanging over me.
RP – I was beginning to suspect something like that
because, please take this in the most positive way – you have , no, WE
have a different way of looking at things, being the products of
Catholic education. Did you
know that most of the conspirators in the Watergate scandal in Nixon’s
presidency had attended Catholic school?
JS – well maybe a common
denominator? (laughing)
RP - Let me just ask this.
Is there anything that we have not covered that you would like to
make sure gets mentioned?
JS – Well, no I don’t think
so. I feel pretty passionate
about the message and about people laughing and if there are going to be
shots taken at anyone they’re taken at me. It would be great if people
come in and before they know it the show’s over and they say “Wow
– I really don’t regret missing the Sunday football game”
RP – I think people will be glad to miss the game.
Your show sounds like it’s going to be a fascinating experience
and I look forward to seeing it. I
wish you the very best and may each night overflow with audiences.
JS – Thanks.
We chatted a little more about the Philadelphia
Eagles and how the game was going which was going on even as we spoke
and Jay admitted to wearing an Eagles shirt while we had been on the
phone, From his voice and
excitement it’s evident that this project has great personal meaning
for him and that he has approached it with a fierce and unrelenting
commitment. We also get the
feeling that Jay is the type of person for whom success is more internal
and spiritual and that regardless of how the public reacts to the play,
the journey to opening night and the obstacles he has challenged have
provided much more of a
reward already than any material success he will find.
THE
MOST MEDIOCRE STORY NEVER TOLD
Written
by Jay Sefton
Directed by Debra De Liso
Lighting Design – Jason Hochheimer
Opening
September 21st running through October 26th every
Sunday at 7pm
Meta
Theatre: 7801 Melrose Ave, West Hollywood, (one block East of Fairfax)
Reservations: Call (323) 960-7780 or online at www.plays411.com/mediocre
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Tickets: $10 General Admission